Crushes

[Oh well it's been a while since I had my last crush, the last time I showed my affection was with Exo's BAEKHYUN and that was so last year which ended that same year coz of "dating issues" (bitter much?) Right now, again my  heart beats in an erratic manner because of this two music artist.


TAKAHIRO MORITA

He's One Ok Rock's vocalist, they're music screams of metal rock which I'm not very fond of until I heard him sing. Words are not enough to explain how wonderful his voice is (eargasm), it's not the typical husky voice actually it's very versatile. See it for yourself!

Each time he's so into the music was just...MESMERIZING ~_~ I could watch his performance all day without getting tired of it >///<

He's unique! He's the only one I've seen who made the most wacky shots ever. For an artist who protects and maintain a perfect image, he's an EXCEPTION. No matter how horrible he looks like, well I admit he is not that handsome but there's more to it than just good looks. I'll still bet for him ^^,

TAKALICIOUS~~~





KIM HEECHUL

The "King of Vanity" >;D what an introduction. After seeing one of his variety show, WGM I've developed certain interest in him. Beside his good looks he is also witty which is very admirable for someone like me who falls for a guy who speaks intelligently or full of sense plus his quirkiness and sense of humor adds more to his charm.

He is more of a pretty face to me, (sorry oppa ^^,) though in WGM he shows how manly he is geez "kinikilig" na naman ako >///<

Because of my sudden liking for this guy I watched SuJu's previous music videos only to find out that he is not that good of a performer. I keep an eye on him on each performance but he'll always be out of my sight one moment later. I don't know, but I guessed the camera intentionally hides him *face palm* haha

Despite his shortcomings I won't doubt how he made it into showbiz industry, honestly speaking he have what it takes to survive in the industry and that is CHARM... regardless of his poor dancing skill he can still put a smile in his fans' faces and I think that should be enough.

CHERRY OPPA~~~ ]

My Old Posts from TUMBLR

1.) REALIZATION!!! I LOVE WRITING <3

Ngayon narealized ko na I write to impress others pala, which is quite wrong. Pero honestly, deep inside me kaya ko gusto magkaron ng readers is because sa kanila ako nakakakuha ng strength para magsulat, they also inspires me at mas namomotivate ako na ipagpatuloy ang story na isinusulat ko. Sadly all my stories were left unfinished, dahil nga sa walang readers eh para akong nalolobat sa pagsusulat. Simple lang dati ang pangarap ko, ang makapagsulat na isang story n masasabi ko talagang akin ^^, but then ng madiscover ko ang mga sites kung san nagpopost ng mga stories eh nun ako nagkaron ng interes na mgapost din, para kasing naging competitive ako. I don’t say na hindi maganda ang naging epekto nun kasi dahil sa mga sites na yun eh nakakabasa ako ng mga stories na nakapagpakilig, patawa, paiyak, kinainisan at iba pa. Actually I wish I can be like those authors, but then naisip ko why just be me? And try to continue those stories that I left behind? Thank You very much to my favorite author, by reading her thoughts narealize ko ang mga bagay na to. Even though no one will dare to read my stories, I’ll just continue writing coz this is my passion and somehow I find a way of expressing my ideas through this.

2.) Congrats MYNAME!!!

According to allkpop, MYNAME got the 3rd spot in terms of album sales next to BIGBANG and SNSD. HOORAY!!! they thank all MYGirls who support thier very first album ‘Message’. And now they are ready to conquer the Japanese stage, preparing for the Japanese version of ‘Message’. So to all Japanese, watch out for MYNAME’s big blast ^_______^. You’ll never regret listening to their songs. So as for me, I’ll keep in touch to support them though I’ll be busy too because of studying. Goodluck MYNAME!!! ILOVEYOU ^3^ MWAHHHH.

3.) ALBUM T^T

Hindi na ako naka order ng album ng MYNAME which is very frustrating but then FAMILY FIRST before FANDOM. :)))))) ilove MYNAME as much as ilove food hahaha

(mehehe, I'm such a crazy fangirl way back then ^^,)

4.) I QUIT!

From now on this will be my last post about Kpop coz I you can see I’m quitting as fangirl. Yes, it’s hard to give up something that you use to hold this tight but I have to do this as a sacrifice for what God have done for me. I’m happy with my decision coz I’ll be serving God whole-heartedly. But then again, even though I gave up on them I won’t forget every bit of existence of the kpop artists that I used to love, they will remain and will occupy a space in my heart forever that once in my life I become a fan of them :))). SAYOUNARA KPOP…

(geez, one of the things I wasn't able to fulfill -_-" wanna see my next post?)

5.) KPOP Again???

My gas! kanina nanuod ako ng MV ng MYNAME dahil hindi ko napigilan at isa lang naisip ko “BAT ANG GAGWAPO NAMAN NILA DITO?” oh my ang laki ng improvement ha lalo na si GUNWOO, crush ko na ata haha. *sigh* hindi ko natupad yung sinabi ko sa last post ko na about kpop but here I am posting again about them… about what I thought about them. huhu I REALLY MISS THEM. T-T

6.) It's Hard to Admit

(one of my drama-filled posts ^___^)

Oh great I know that this is so not appropriate but I’ll still post it anyway. hahaha. Actually there is a friend of mine who’s ignoring me for who knows what reason, I just don’t get it why every time I started a conversation he seems not interested and cold. I miss his old self. Everything about him change, I don’t know what could be the reason. all I can say is that I really miss him. The old times where we are happy chatting about the things we are interested. He always show passion and enthusiasm to our topic, we even share personal thoughts and it seems that we understand each other. Way back then he shows that he really cares for me. I miss how he called me by my name that he said he was more used to calling me ____ than with my real name. I miss how he respond to my GMs. How he greeted me “good morning.” And get upset after knowing that my unli text was near to expire. It’s hard to admit my feelings because I don’t want to develop certain feelings for a friend. He maybe a lunatic and weird-looking but I don’t care, I like him just the way he was. I do really care that’s why I made up my mind that I won’t give up on him, for the nth time I’ll still try to make him believe that there’s a God. I don’t want him to be an Atheist for the rest of his life. Hopefully he’ll listen to me. But for now I’ll act like I don’t exist.

(here's another one)

Ayoko na >_<

huhu ayoko na talaga. I’m hurt without knowing na nasakatan niya pala ako. Isa syang malaking SNOB, I know hindi ko dapat siya ijudge ako lang naman kasi itong lapit ng lapit. Nakakapagod pala magtyaga sa kanya, lalo na at wala namand response nagmumukha lang tuloy akong desperada. Hayaan niya from now on I’ll leave him alone. Bahala na siya sana sumaya siya kung anu ang meron siya. Bye my dear friend who I learned to like, don’t worry kakalimutan ko na ang feelings ko sa kanya. Basta lahat lahat… everything about him. </3

Good Goodbye ^_^)/ farewell thisisme18xaday

MIracle in Cell No. 7

I can't believe I'll shed tears because of this movie... It is the story of a man whose mentally impaired and was been sentenced to death due to false accusations. This movie shows what a loving father is, despite his incapability he was still able to take good care of his sole daughter Yesung. I just can't take that they were victims of unjust process of the law, I wonder if there were also like them... out there who's innocent yet executed just because they don't have the position, the money, the power. Lagi na lang ba natin paiiralin ang baluktot na pamamalakad na meron ang lipunan natin ngayon? Well, I won't let that happen in the near future, I've decided to pursue LAW to protect and justify the innocents. They were just victims and it breaks my heart knowing that they were hurt. To sum it up, he died with dignity because It was all for LOVE. I admire Yong Go... YOU'RE the BEST... GOODLUCK to your upcoming projects and may you inspire more viewers.

GUILTY!!!

Uwahhh!!! T^T)/ I've done something terrible to my Dad and Lil' Sis...

Last night my father went home late and what's worst is he's DRUNK, I got irritated coz my Mom woke me up to open the door for her, right after that i quickly went to our room (sleepy head). That's when Daddy arrived, he keeps honking and honking but I kept still and didn't attempt to open the gate for him... I pretended to be asleep, I can't believe I've done something like that to my Dad, we're not that close but I shouldn't have gone too far. I'm such a terrible daughter for crying out loud, now my conscience keeps bugging me. I regret what I've done last night, when my Dad needed me but I didn't come to rescue him... It serves me a lesson, lesson that I'll keep... maybe I should apologized to him, after all it's really my FAULT.

As for my Lil' Sis, it's her birthday today and guess what... I completely FORGOT!!! What kind of "ATE" I am, "sinungitan" ko pa siya this morning.

I don't know how to make it up for my mistakes, I love them but sometimes I got carried out by anger then bwalahhh, I already said horrible things. For the NTH time, think before you speak/act because you might hurt someone you LOVE. It'll be too late to regret and TAKE IT ALL BACK.

Rainbow All Over Me

Why rainbow?

I guess because a rainbow clearly depicts how I feel, as you can see I'm a very moody kind of person. I gave my personal meaning to this seven colors:

Let's start with my favorite color which is BLUE, we all know that blue means justice. Yeah, I am very concern when it comes to fairness, I hate it when someone is "pinagkakaisahan". I believe that we are equal in all aspect and that we are different in so many ways so there's no need to brag about it.

RED, it represents my temper coz when I've reached my limit expect it to be bloody...Kidding, but aside from that for me red represents LOVE and PASSION, love for my family, friends and God as well as my passion for the things that inspires me, anime, manga, kpop, food and a whole lot more.

ORANGE, reminds me of my sour perception or judgement to others. I often isolated myself from others thinking that I'm not good enough for them. Another thing is whenever someone didn't reply to my message, I got so pissed and think of things why they didn't replied. *ehem I know I'm a hopeless case*.

YELLOW, I easily got jealous I don't even know why =_= all I know is that I'm a jealous type of person so don't dare mingle and steal my love-ones attention haha.

GREEN, geez hate to admit but my mind is corrupted. Blame that to my friends haha. I would like to acknowledge my SM family, hey there guys!!!

INDIGO/VIOLET, mysterious? Nah I hope I can be one but I'm not, I always share what I feel to my close friend Korin, but not anymore. I don't know when I stop being so vocal... other than that I love being presentable however sometimes I'm just satisfied with plain jeans, shirt and rubber shoes. I'm not the sophisticated one *so sad :(*

I love so many things that I forgot to prioritize one. Laughing has been my mask and way of forgetting my emotional problems.

Are you going to say I'm retarded? If I were to be asked I'll say I'm just a nobody but full of emotions that sometimes or should I say often times I find it hard to manage.

^^,