So today is my 10th day of working and being independent. One word to describe everything that I've been through "EXHAUSTING", kidding aside it's what I ask for so serves me right >_<.
I've been trying so hard to adapt to the sudden change of environment plus getting along with the people around me is a major task. For example at home (I mean in the staff house) we were five in there but it feels like I'm living alone haha just when I thought we were getting along, one moment the harsh reality that "we're still strangers" was being slapped into my face. Being alone is something I fear about but it looks like I have to get used to it :)
Now getting to what this post is really all about... I MISS HOME!!! my Dad, Mom, two siblings, Ate Flor and of course dogpuppy! TBH, I just wanna fly home but there were things that restricts me from doing so. I wonder if I made the right decision, tons of what ifs kept bugging me, well it was just my second week so I'm still at the verge of adjusting...we'll see what I'm up to in the future ^^,
Ciao~
P.s this weekend I'm not going home, poor me T^T
I've been trying so hard to adapt to the sudden change of environment plus getting along with the people around me is a major task. For example at home (I mean in the staff house) we were five in there but it feels like I'm living alone haha just when I thought we were getting along, one moment the harsh reality that "we're still strangers" was being slapped into my face. Being alone is something I fear about but it looks like I have to get used to it :)
Now getting to what this post is really all about... I MISS HOME!!! my Dad, Mom, two siblings, Ate Flor and of course dogpuppy! TBH, I just wanna fly home but there were things that restricts me from doing so. I wonder if I made the right decision, tons of what ifs kept bugging me, well it was just my second week so I'm still at the verge of adjusting...we'll see what I'm up to in the future ^^,
Ciao~
P.s this weekend I'm not going home, poor me T^T
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