Just for Now is making me upset.
Ghad! This is the first time I actually appreciate a character whose life is so
messed up, normally if one of the character’s past is unpleasant it gets in the
way and I turned down that story. It is
something I can’t handle; I want purity and only perfection which is kinda
off. We all know nobody is perfect and
characters in books is no exception and if it exist it will all be written
based on someone’s fictitious mind.
My heart hurts, it seems like I
felt the pain of Preston’s character. I
wanna cry and sympathized for his misfortunes, what if someone like him does
exist? Geez, I know very well I can’t handle that >___<
People having the same situation
as Preston think they will never be good enough just because their life is
tainted. Goodness! Double tap in my
sensitive heart T^T I end up having this weird emotional attachment with a
character for the very first time! Not infatuation thou, but more likely
because I deeply care about this one. I
can only wish someone will come and barge in their lives to save them from the
pit of despair, just like what Amanda did in the story…BLOODY TOUCHING I must
say.
“You can’t easily lie to someone
you love after all you can never LOVE a LIE.”
“Hearts don’t realize they’ve
been lied to. They still love anyway.”
The last few chapters upset me
even more! I’ve never been this frustrated over a book, I think? How can I get over this?
Till then~
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