GUILTY!!!

Uwahhh!!! T^T)/ I've done something terrible to my Dad and Lil' Sis...

Last night my father went home late and what's worst is he's DRUNK, I got irritated coz my Mom woke me up to open the door for her, right after that i quickly went to our room (sleepy head). That's when Daddy arrived, he keeps honking and honking but I kept still and didn't attempt to open the gate for him... I pretended to be asleep, I can't believe I've done something like that to my Dad, we're not that close but I shouldn't have gone too far. I'm such a terrible daughter for crying out loud, now my conscience keeps bugging me. I regret what I've done last night, when my Dad needed me but I didn't come to rescue him... It serves me a lesson, lesson that I'll keep... maybe I should apologized to him, after all it's really my FAULT.

As for my Lil' Sis, it's her birthday today and guess what... I completely FORGOT!!! What kind of "ATE" I am, "sinungitan" ko pa siya this morning.

I don't know how to make it up for my mistakes, I love them but sometimes I got carried out by anger then bwalahhh, I already said horrible things. For the NTH time, think before you speak/act because you might hurt someone you LOVE. It'll be too late to regret and TAKE IT ALL BACK.

Rainbow All Over Me

Why rainbow?

I guess because a rainbow clearly depicts how I feel, as you can see I'm a very moody kind of person. I gave my personal meaning to this seven colors:

Let's start with my favorite color which is BLUE, we all know that blue means justice. Yeah, I am very concern when it comes to fairness, I hate it when someone is "pinagkakaisahan". I believe that we are equal in all aspect and that we are different in so many ways so there's no need to brag about it.

RED, it represents my temper coz when I've reached my limit expect it to be bloody...Kidding, but aside from that for me red represents LOVE and PASSION, love for my family, friends and God as well as my passion for the things that inspires me, anime, manga, kpop, food and a whole lot more.

ORANGE, reminds me of my sour perception or judgement to others. I often isolated myself from others thinking that I'm not good enough for them. Another thing is whenever someone didn't reply to my message, I got so pissed and think of things why they didn't replied. *ehem I know I'm a hopeless case*.

YELLOW, I easily got jealous I don't even know why =_= all I know is that I'm a jealous type of person so don't dare mingle and steal my love-ones attention haha.

GREEN, geez hate to admit but my mind is corrupted. Blame that to my friends haha. I would like to acknowledge my SM family, hey there guys!!!

INDIGO/VIOLET, mysterious? Nah I hope I can be one but I'm not, I always share what I feel to my close friend Korin, but not anymore. I don't know when I stop being so vocal... other than that I love being presentable however sometimes I'm just satisfied with plain jeans, shirt and rubber shoes. I'm not the sophisticated one *so sad :(*

I love so many things that I forgot to prioritize one. Laughing has been my mask and way of forgetting my emotional problems.

Are you going to say I'm retarded? If I were to be asked I'll say I'm just a nobody but full of emotions that sometimes or should I say often times I find it hard to manage.

^^,