Holiday Gone Wrong: A Weekend to Remember

This weekend sure is memorable, wanna know why? Well I got myself locked out from our room with no spare key (at least at the moment), dayum! > < I left all my stuffs inside of course that includes my personal belongings so today I went to the office carrying just myself, wearing my roommate’s top and flats. How pitiful!  TBH, I felt pathetic and hopeless but thanks to my roommates especially Ate Emma who lent some clothes for me to wear, such a wonderful “Ate” ^____^ plus the fact that I did washed my used clothes [yesterday, including my pants] did somehow made things bearable [except the fact that I have no phone geez, I never realized living without a phone could bring such torture haha :D]

With everything I’ve been through in just a couple of hours I felt all worn out haha, I’m still grateful though that I don’t end up going to the office wearing “pambahay” and slippers haha.

To end this post, I’ll share one of my officemates’ comments when they saw me TODAY…

“Girl, nasan yung bag mo?’

After telling them the whole story she said…

“That explains why you looked as if you’ve just gone out from mountain climbing.”

“Bakit mukha kang hindi naligo? Don’t tell me you also left your grooming stuff inside.”

Omo! I know I look horrible but I don’t mind the fact that they saw me at my worst state haha [some positive vibes just kicked in] XD

That would be all~

Mata ne!

When you realized there's something MORE...

 I can't deal with this damn feeling =_= *bow*

I want to erase everything but I just can't! T^T I swear I won't write something about him but this post proves I failed to do so.  Last night I had a dream, he was there...in jeans and plain shirt, what's outrageous is...I'M FOLLOWING HIM!!! Err, more like I'm stalking him because he's not aware that I'm tailing him >.>)]

What could be more embarrassing is when you're caught in the act!  You guess it right *face palm* he noticed that someone is staring at him [which is me].  He turn his head and find me in a suspicious position.  Before I knew it I was running like my butt is on fire [run for your lives!] well who wouldn't?  He obviously recognized me as he called out my name, damn! XD

In the end I find myself pretending to buy a snoopy towelette.  O-EM-GEE!  He approached me and everything went in a blur

-THE END-

(I hardly remember the details or how my dream ended, I don't know if that's a good thing XD)

Confusion Triggers Curiousity XD

Last time I made a post about identifying whether someone is in love or not.  That time I was very sure of what I’m typing but right now I’m perplexed, in the first place I really don’t know what it means to be in love or to like someone as in something that is far beyond simple infatuation.  That’s why I can’t believe I did post something that I have no knowledge about, geez what’s gotten into me? *sigh*

Before whenever I want to dispose some unwanted “crush” what I do is…

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I confessed!  As simple as that haha >///< and then I realized the embarrassment that sudden jolt of bravery entails.  I-D-I-O-T-I-C indeed! But it works haha, come to think of it anyone who’ve act like that will forever be ashamed of what she have done, to the point of voluntarily forgetting that shameful incident.  To be honest that resort is somewhat appealing hehe >:D blame the anime I’m currently watching (Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun).  The protagonists are too HONEST besides I’m curious too so might as well find out whether this strange feeling will go away for good upon confessing but then surely it will ruined everything and nothing will be the same again with our friendship.  Aish! Will I risk something that special just to know the mysteries of that thing called LOVE?

P.s. This one’s about me so I’m not breaking my promise, k?

Till then~

Feeling POSITIVE

Today I realized a few things, first is how I don’t need anyone to feel complete.  Recently I’ve been madly obsessed over some guy luckily it’s just a temporary surge of emotion and somehow I’m completely getting over it.  I don’t feel giddy anymore at the thought of him; I no longer get excited whenever I receive a message from him and above all I don’t feel upset and overly sensitive whenever he’s concerned.  I misunderstood my feelings AGAIN haha from now on I'll stop writing things about him >:D

"As if I still care *smirk*"

Another realization is I’m pretty much contented on what I become, I mean physically.  Like what my officemate often lectured me “acceptance lang yan, girl”.  The mere thought of that phrase indeed help me lessen my insecurities, besides God made us all beautiful in our very own way.  Sometimes it’s just a matter of how you will carry yourself, I’m quite heavy though haha but who cares, XD.  It’s up to us and we don’t need anyone’s approval, we are who we are so be proud of it :) 

 "Perfectly IMPERFECT"

 "Justifying my shortcomings be like...HAHAHA"

Lastly, it won’t hurt to exert a little effort to look much better; I mean we all want to look presentable so it’s just normal especially for those now in the working industry to put a little color in their faces.  Again you’re doing this for yourself, when you look good the pleasant feeling will follow because you’re confident enough to face the world.  It’s not a move of “kaartehan” keep that in mind, k? But if you're really uncomfortable putting make up a simple SMILE can pay for it ;) you'll be surprise what a huge difference it can make.

 "It's the best ACCESSORY"

We are all worthy and deserves to be happy don’t let anyone take that from our grasp.  One more thing to remember, the choice is ours and TODAY...

 "Being HAPPY is a CHOICE"

Till my next post ^^,