1.) REALIZATION!!! I LOVE WRITING <3
Ngayon narealized ko na I write to impress others pala, which is quite wrong. Pero honestly, deep inside me kaya ko gusto magkaron ng readers is because sa kanila ako nakakakuha ng strength para magsulat, they also inspires me at mas namomotivate ako na ipagpatuloy ang story na isinusulat ko. Sadly all my stories were left unfinished, dahil nga sa walang readers eh para akong nalolobat sa pagsusulat. Simple lang dati ang pangarap ko, ang makapagsulat na isang story n masasabi ko talagang akin ^^, but then ng madiscover ko ang mga sites kung san nagpopost ng mga stories eh nun ako nagkaron ng interes na mgapost din, para kasing naging competitive ako. I don’t say na hindi maganda ang naging epekto nun kasi dahil sa mga sites na yun eh nakakabasa ako ng mga stories na nakapagpakilig, patawa, paiyak, kinainisan at iba pa. Actually I wish I can be like those authors, but then naisip ko why just be me? And try to continue those stories that I left behind? Thank You very much to my favorite author, by reading her thoughts narealize ko ang mga bagay na to. Even though no one will dare to read my stories, I’ll just continue writing coz this is my passion and somehow I find a way of expressing my ideas through this.
2.) Congrats MYNAME!!!
According to allkpop, MYNAME got the 3rd spot in terms of album sales next to BIGBANG and SNSD. HOORAY!!! they thank all MYGirls who support thier very first album ‘Message’. And now they are ready to conquer the Japanese stage, preparing for the Japanese version of ‘Message’. So to all Japanese, watch out for MYNAME’s big blast ^_______^. You’ll never regret listening to their songs. So as for me, I’ll keep in touch to support them though I’ll be busy too because of studying. Goodluck MYNAME!!! ILOVEYOU ^3^ MWAHHHH.
3.) ALBUM T^T
Hindi na ako naka order ng album ng MYNAME which is very frustrating but then FAMILY FIRST before FANDOM. :)))))) ilove MYNAME as much as ilove food hahaha
(mehehe, I'm such a crazy fangirl way back then ^^,)
4.) I QUIT!
From now on this will be my last post about Kpop coz I you can see I’m quitting as fangirl. Yes, it’s hard to give up something that you use to hold this tight but I have to do this as a sacrifice for what God have done for me. I’m happy with my decision coz I’ll be serving God whole-heartedly. But then again, even though I gave up on them I won’t forget every bit of existence of the kpop artists that I used to love, they will remain and will occupy a space in my heart forever that once in my life I become a fan of them :))). SAYOUNARA KPOP…
(geez, one of the things I wasn't able to fulfill -_-" wanna see my next post?)
5.) KPOP Again???
My gas! kanina nanuod ako ng MV ng MYNAME dahil hindi ko napigilan at isa lang naisip ko “BAT ANG GAGWAPO NAMAN NILA DITO?” oh my ang laki ng improvement ha lalo na si GUNWOO, crush ko na ata haha. *sigh* hindi ko natupad yung sinabi ko sa last post ko na about kpop but here I am posting again about them… about what I thought about them. huhu I REALLY MISS THEM. T-T
6.) It's Hard to Admit
(one of my drama-filled posts ^___^)
Oh great I know that this is so not appropriate but I’ll still post it anyway. hahaha. Actually there is a friend of mine who’s ignoring me for who knows what reason, I just don’t get it why every time I started a conversation he seems not interested and cold. I miss his old self. Everything about him change, I don’t know what could be the reason. all I can say is that I really miss him. The old times where we are happy chatting about the things we are interested. He always show passion and enthusiasm to our topic, we even share personal thoughts and it seems that we understand each other. Way back then he shows that he really cares for me. I miss how he called me by my name that he said he was more used to calling me ____ than with my real name. I miss how he respond to my GMs. How he greeted me “good morning.” And get upset after knowing that my unli text was near to expire. It’s hard to admit my feelings because I don’t want to develop certain feelings for a friend. He maybe a lunatic and weird-looking but I don’t care, I like him just the way he was. I do really care that’s why I made up my mind that I won’t give up on him, for the nth time I’ll still try to make him believe that there’s a God. I don’t want him to be an Atheist for the rest of his life. Hopefully he’ll listen to me. But for now I’ll act like I don’t exist.
(here's another one)
Ayoko na >_<
huhu ayoko na talaga. I’m hurt without knowing na nasakatan niya pala ako. Isa syang malaking SNOB, I know hindi ko dapat siya ijudge ako lang naman kasi itong lapit ng lapit. Nakakapagod pala magtyaga sa kanya, lalo na at wala namand response nagmumukha lang tuloy akong desperada. Hayaan niya from now on I’ll leave him alone. Bahala na siya sana sumaya siya kung anu ang meron siya. Bye my dear friend who I learned to like, don’t worry kakalimutan ko na ang feelings ko sa kanya. Basta lahat lahat… everything about him. </3
Good Goodbye ^_^)/ farewell thisisme18xaday
