Two words to describe what I'm feeling right now, pained and lonely. That night should not happened, if only I fought hard not to confess.
He's not the tall, dark and handsome type... He's more of the tall, timid and 'mabait' type of guy, he is so nice you'll most likely misinterpret his actions. My friend once said, "hindi ka naman siguro magiging mabait sa taong HINDI mo gusto." I hold onto that which eventually cause me to fall harder. I won't blame him though partly it's his fault, I'm at fault too kung hindi sana ako 'umasa' at 'nag-assume' things will be a lot easier, maybe we're still friends sharing each others pain and laughter.
I want answers, if my love can reach him...unfortunately he can't see me as a grown up woman. Why life can be so unfair?! Just because we're 11 years apart, is that enough reason to reject my feelings? Masakit!!! I thought age doesn't matter could be TRUE but it's just my imagination...it DO matters!
There's nothing left to bleed, my heart can't take this anymore...
I woke up from a wonderful dream now I'm about to face the cruel reality where you and me don't exists.
He's not the tall, dark and handsome type... He's more of the tall, timid and 'mabait' type of guy, he is so nice you'll most likely misinterpret his actions. My friend once said, "hindi ka naman siguro magiging mabait sa taong HINDI mo gusto." I hold onto that which eventually cause me to fall harder. I won't blame him though partly it's his fault, I'm at fault too kung hindi sana ako 'umasa' at 'nag-assume' things will be a lot easier, maybe we're still friends sharing each others pain and laughter.
I want answers, if my love can reach him...unfortunately he can't see me as a grown up woman. Why life can be so unfair?! Just because we're 11 years apart, is that enough reason to reject my feelings? Masakit!!! I thought age doesn't matter could be TRUE but it's just my imagination...it DO matters!
There's nothing left to bleed, my heart can't take this anymore...
